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30 novembre 累啊真的累啊. 昨晚睡了5个小时, 今晚又要熬夜, 明晚上班, 什么时候可以轻松一下啊. 学生生涯真的很辛苦啊. 看样子今晚不到一两点也是不行了. 刚才去看了face fashion show, whoa, 台上几个model还不错啦. 可是有一个真可惜, 身材真的不错, 腿很漂亮, 可是她不会走步, 而且衣服到她身上怎么都走样了啊. 真可惜. 不过整个show还不错, 人好多啊. 当然美眉也不少了. 3:30amdamn, it is almost 3:30am, i just got home. coffee didnt help me stay awake, instead it forced to come home earlier to take a rest. yes, i was staying in pg2 until i came home. of course i didnt really study there, that place is not for studying, but sometimes is for enjoy fun with friends, especially during the final exam week. but still, it was a little productive tonight for me by staying there for almost 5 hours, coz at least i got my project's introduction done. so pround of the work i accomplished tonight. haha. going to sleep now, and hopefully the coffee wont become effective at this moment. 29 novembre too much work明天有星期三了。 fuck,这个礼拜又要过去了。three projects paper, three presentation about the project, one case study paper (4 pages), one early final exam ,due next week. damn, if i can live through this week, and have some work done, then i can survive next week a little bit easier. after next week, then i just need to worry about three finals, plus one easy chinese fianl (haha),if everything goes well, then after next week should be fairly easy for me. hey... just help me live through these two week. 阿门, 善哉善哉。 好了不罗嗦了, need to get down to business。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。睡觉。 26 novembre 浪费了"金钱"人家说浪费时间就是等于浪费金钱. 今天我是浪费了一整天, 自己学金融的,稍微的算一算, 还真的是呢. 一天下来就浪费了....不计其数啦. 算了算了. 明天还有很多金钱呢.哈哈. ....不过真的一整天的时间就这样过去了, 看了几部无聊的电影,一看时间,妈的,9点了. 还有nine pages essay need to re-write. 想着想着, 觉得啊要是一天可以有两天时间那么多就好了, 白痴啊我. 也许是自己一个人太无聊了吧,才怎么觉得吧. 一个人真的什么都好, 自由自在, 想干嘛就干嘛, 但是还真的是很无聊耶. 还是不想一个人过. 写作业吧白痴. 对对对, 要写了. 无聊的生活又开始了thanksgiving 过了, party 早就结束了。 都已经又开始上班,写作业。 昨天才星期五,明天就星期天了, 这时间过得真快啊。这样算来,后天就是monday 了,又要回到学校了。 咳,曾经有人对我说, 你知道那个百战百胜的跑步冠军结果怎么了?他啊,和时间赛跑,还比长跑呢。刚刚看完cars, 这个卡通还真的不错呢, 我觉得继finding nemo, shark tale 之后有一个让我喜欢的。 把车人物化了,so cute, 主要是主题表现的很好。喜欢这个故事啦。 还没有恢复过来, 困了困了, 好了, 睡觉了。 明天会更好。 24 novembre thansgiving nite party!!!!!!!!!what a fabulous thanksgiving nite party we had. whoa, it was incredibly fun. oh yeah, thank you guys for coming. i believe first of all we had a great dinner. if u guys didnt think so, man i will really kick your ass. and we certainly enjoyed our games. the was the greatest thanksgiving i have ever had so far. for past years, we usually stayed home and had a dinner with parents and relatives, but we did that frequently, therefore thansgiving day became just one of our ordinary days. there was nothing special about thanksgiving day or anyther american holidays. we just didnt feel there was actually holiday spirit and atmosphere. but this time, friends got together and threw a party, it was special and different. most importantly was that everyone had fun. thank you so much guys and girls. i drank alot, maybe not that much to other people, but it was lot comparing to my limit. i can tell u that was the most i drank so far in my life. i know i know, i just cant drink, so next time you guys dont set me up. i was drunk actually, i was still pretty clear, i just got serious headache. because of that, i missed some really fun part of the game, darn it. maybe i should practice drinking more often. anyway, my point is you guys and girls were awesome. let's throw another one sometimes. 21 novembre thanksgiving part on thursdayhey guys, i know now you guys dont really check on msn spaces. but i dont where is the best place to post this late news. we are gonna throw a party at Xiao Pan (UU)'s place, anyone of you that dont plan going home or want to join us, just come and have fun. i will start cooking for you guys. i havent cooked for long time, so you guys should feel lucky to have me cook some delicious food for you guys. so what do u say? of course come and let's party, drink, whatever you want. (of course not bad stuff). 20 novembre 哎人生真的是变化无常。谁都不知道明天将会发生什么。曾经拥有的可以一夜之间化为乌有,曾经什么都没有的也可以一夜之间大富大贵。人其实是渺小加脆弱的。都说大风大浪可以使人更坚强,可以成就一个人。 可以吗?我想我们都其实更需要的是风平浪静和一帆风顺。此时安静和谐的大海,下一刻也许就是狂风大浪,就算是一艘巨大无比的船也许也会在这一刻沉于无情的大海。人生何尝不是如此。美好的人生是上天定好的,还是需要打拼才可以达到呢?难道一个经过磨练,努力奋斗就可以达到自己想要的一切吗? 为什么一些人往往都会很容易得到自己想要的。 为什么一些人打滚了一辈子都不能实现自己理想愿望呢?是人生来就不公平吗?还是这个世界是不公平的?不公平的世界造就了不公平的人生。不公平的人生加剧了这个不公平的世界。我想成为加剧这个不公平世界的其中一个人。但是我会努力的去公平这个世界。 17 novembre 决定天啊, 我也不知道,自己就这样拒绝了Johnson Johnson 的co-op offer。 在最后时刻,拒绝了他们的offer。 其实, 话说回来,对我来说是一个很好的机会, 出去看看外面的世界, 一个人到外面工作生活,又可以学到很多学校里学不到的东西,could be an excited adventure for me。但是到了最后一个小时要答复时候, 我居然给拒绝了。 人家还问我为什么。 真不知道怎么解释。 这好的机会。 当然我有些原因拒绝啊。 现在决定已经做出了, 接下来就是要去面对作出决定后将要发生的一系列事咯。 希望自己没有做错这个决定。 但是现在已经有一点点后悔了, 也不算是后悔啦, 只是觉得希望有更多的时间可以让自己真真正正的再想一遍。自己本来就是一个indecisive 的人, 到了做决定时候, 就拿不定注意了。这点要好好努力改一下。应该要拿定主意,然后follow自己作出的决定,一步一步去做。 但是也让我知道了原来拒绝一个offer真的挺难的, 当然这个offer要是自己挺想要的。真觉得自己挺混蛋的, 人家给了offer, 有一直kept in touch and answered all my question. he was expecting me to accept the offer and to help me even further, then i just rejected it. felt so guilty and bad. he must think that i am an ass. anyway, anyway, i did feel bad. i knew that i might actually miss out alot by not accepting it. hopefully i wont be regreted. 16 novembre 无聊的另一天今天又结束了。两个字来总结今天,无聊。无聊其实并不算坏吧。 至少没有什么坏事发生。所谓no news is good news.
今晚也算是做了个挺大的决定,Johnson Johnson 的Co-op基本上我想是不要了。其实是一个挺好的机会。虽然以前对自己做过的决定进行评估时,很多决定都让自己后悔,希望这次的决定自己不会后悔。希望明天我的世界真的是美好的。自己给自己打打气啦。都没怎么来自己的space,今天整理了一下。其实有空常常update一下,写写东西,打消一下时间挺好的,就不会有太多时间无聊了。 |
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